Tears

Slowly it traces the plain of my face.........in Its warmth, I find solace, peace.. Relief? Relief, but does it actually give me relief.... Is it a panacea for the pain that burdens my heart or does it  unburden me momentarily..... It clears my eyes, giving a way to my soul to see the extent of reality..... It gives this feeling of my pain been as real as a pinch on my cheek......
Tears! So beautiful.... So clear.... You do all this! But why can't you make the problem go away..... Or do you enjoy flowing freely..... Would it not be profitable to get rid of this problem and cause this flow to cease..... Or are you as handicapped as I am in the face of my pain ...
Tears you offer no real help..... You add to my troubles by inflicting unneeded headaches... But, why can't I stop? Why do I keep crying even when I know it does nothing.... Why can't I feel numb to this things.... Why do you taunt me with this drug.... Why can't I stop wanting to release you...
Tears, beautiful drops of my pain.... An illusion that never goes away, keep drowning me in your pool! Let me continue to get whatever peace, solace.... Momentary relief I can get.... Let me continue to be an addict to this drug....